Sunday, April 20, 2008

In deep thought and preperation...


I may have lost all of my readers by now because it has been so long since I posted anything here. All I can say is that I've been spending the past few months in deep thought and soul searching. And most of these ideas and thoughts running through my mind and soul and ones I just can not share with anyone right now. But, I can assure you that God is doing a work in my heart. He has planted a seed there for a desire for ministry like none I've ever been involved in before. Right now...we are just in the preparation and waiting stages. But, I believe God has great things in store for my husband and myself. God spoke to me last Sunday and assured me that He had planted this seed in my heart and He would prepare and provide so that we may be able to complete it. This morning my pastor's wife spoke from her own experience of a time when it looked like they would never be in ministry again and they surrendered it all to God and now she can look back on God's faithfulness and how he prepared and provided. This reconfirmed everything in my heart. So, now I am laying all of my desires, goals, plans and wishes at Jesus feet and will wait while He prepares us for whatever lies ahead.

I am so glad I can trust Him with my life. :) Now...that's real PEACE!